jumbled

I’ve gone from one extreme to the other over the last few weeks.  The past three weeks or so I haven’t wanted to do much of anything.  I finished the bead room, and haven’t beaded in it.  I couldn’t get inspired by colors, or shapes.  I was able to think of the different techniques i want to learn, and pieces of equipment I want to buy, but I couldn’t do anything with what I have.  It wasn’t just the bead world either, it was kinda everything, I just wasn’t in the mood.  Now I’m in the mood for everything, christmas shopping for me and others, decorating, organizing parts of the house that haven’t seen it yet, painting and fixing up the basement, baking, and beading.  Last night was a big night, we got home and I started moving furniture around to make room for the christmas tree.  I dug out the decorations we have and then started the beginnings of organizing our tiny little crawl space area.  I then cooked dinner and too tired to go get the tree, I dug out my beads.  I came up with color combos for five flowers.  Of course I’m close to out on some of the colors I want to use, so its risky to start. 
I’m not sure how to find balance.  It seems like I was desparate to find something I wanted to do last week, and now I can’t decide what to do and I’m scrambling to do it all.  Tonight Chris is at training, I might call a friend to see if she wants to watch Grey’s together, otherwise I plan on beading some more.

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